if...

i heard that hero comicbooks have a series named "if....",and i'm wondering what if i was /had .....

if i was not a teacher, what kind of job would i like to do the most? what if i quit or have a long time break from this depressing job and try something else? what sort of people should i be if i choosed to continue my student life in graduated school in NTNU while i got the god damn call '05? would i be happier and feel satisfied in this f**king life?

there are a lot of parallel universes but i can live only this one.