shit shit shit shit

1.

I yelled my students several times in different class.this may be a sign to warn me that I am not a good teacher at all.I can not control the situation under my will and students cannot accept it in teaching.This is bullshit.

yes,that student who made me felt angry came and try to show some nice after couple hours later,but I just can't wipe this depressed thought awy.

2.

My NEW umbrella is completely broken today.

3.

I'm all wet today and everyday sice last monday.fucking shit.

4.

Depression Just came to me for NO certain reason. It came,maybe it'll leave somehow.